Current mood:	Just want someone to talk to
Current music:	Technologic

More angst?
Yes, and my most sincere apologies, as well. It's just that... well, nothing seems to go right in my life. At least right for me. Always right for other people at my expense, though...

You know, I often see things like a coin, 2 obvious outcomes. I have a poem I recent wrote around here somewhere... Oh, here it is:

"Too Much to Ask"
Pain
And pleasure…
Happiness
And sadness…
Love
And hate…
Is my life really left up
To the flip of a coin?
Must I really endure such pain
While others feel such pleasure?
Must I be sad
So that others may be happy?
Must my love be rejected
So that others may no longer hate?
Am I always tails
While my friends are always heads?
Well…
I guess as long as they’re having a good time.
I can endure all the tails in the world
If my sadness means their happiness.
Though… maybe, just once for me
I’d like my flip to come out heads.
Is that really
So much to ask?


I'm quite proud of it, despite how depressing it is. In any case, I'm done now